reminder~

yesterday i'm reading an article in harakah written by tuan guru nik aziz.i'm not talking about politic,but since harakah have lots of slot about religion's perspectives, i'm enjoyed reading it. basically the article talks about politics, but what attract me most was the words that has been used by tuan guru. he said that

" Dlm Quran, Allah tak sebut wahai orang-orang Islam, tp Allah sebut wahai orang-orang yang beriman"

the sentence itself makes me think a lot. as we know Malaysia is an Islamic country. Every single Malay that i met is a Muslim (i dont know someone whom i never met~). So basically we can see that the teaching of Islam is not being fully practised here. even me myself, needs lots of improvement to become a better Muslim. If we believe in Rukun Islam, it doesnt make us complete. we need to accompany it with Rukun Iman. "Beriman dgn Allah s.w.t" adakah kita termasuk dalam golongan itu? adakah kita perasan atau pura-pura tidak tahu bahawa segala bentuk kemenangan yang dijanjikan Allah adalah untuk orang yg beriman, bukannya org Islam?
fikir-fikirkan~

Actually i'm not qualified enough to discuss it further but its more a reminder for myself. we pray five times a day, but there were several things that Allah forbid, but still we practise it leisurely. maybe it just me,maybe it just me...so as a servant of Him, let us prays every single day to live as as mu'min, and die as a mu'min insyaAllah...

just yesterday i'm head over heels with korean dramas, today i'm learning something new. when we talk about korea, people will say about their entertainment,soccer or technology. but thats not all, because when i''ll opened the kbs channel this morning, it shows the documentary of ramadhan in SEOUL!! wah, people wouldnt make it documentary if they are not interested rite? they also want to know why Muslims are fasting in the month of Ramadan~

eventhough majority of the people in the interview was foreigners (saudi arabia,indonesia, african and definitely the imam of the masjid is MALAYSIAN!!proud...proud....proud), there is this man,i forgot his name but purely korean muslim, sharing his first time to fast in that ramadhan. and he's the same age with me!!(okay that's out of point). and the best sentence i heard on that program was

"For non muslim, Ramadhan means fasting, but for Muslim it means enjoying the act of ibadah through emptying their stomach"-erk,sort of

wow,wow and wow!!and we here only thinking about bazar ramadan,ok mybe thats only me=p
but it do open my eyes. one of the event they celebrated during ramadan was the hafazan competition, from a kid as small as 4 years old to adult. and that man i've told you before, his voice when he recite it was DAEBAK!!!he's really good in it. ok mybe i'm exaggerated but thats the fact of me,ohooooooi~

and then comes hari raya. they're happy, really happy with the coming eid, but at the same time feel sad with the end of ramadan.the mosque was full of people ,takbir and praying solat eidulfitr.
they thank god for giving them opportunity to celebrate the day of winning for muslim.....

basically i'm learning lots of things from this documentary. becos i'm being born as a Muslim, i'm taking everything in granted. so i need to look back, and look forward to be more sincere in everything i do. to upgrade my worship towards Allah. to purify my soul and gives my best to Him.i believe in the beauty of Islam, and i want it to spread all over the world,freely. lets we all do the best in spreading the words of Islam.

Firman Allah SWT: "Katakanlah: Hai hamba-hambaKu yang melampaui batas terhadap diri mereka sendiri, janganlah kamu berputus asa terhadap rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya Allah mengampuni dosa-dosa semuanya. Sesungguhnya Dialah Yang Maha Pengampun lagi Maha Penyayang." (Az-Zumar:53)

2011

"PATIENCE IS NOT THE ABILITY TO WAIT, BUT THE ABILITY TO KEEP A GOOD ATTITUDE WHILE WAITING"

if possible i want to embrace mountain, so i'm satisfied enough with my success. but do people ever satisfied?no way~its definitely a lie. even when you're one step more towards your dream, you will become more greedy. there will be hopes for something better, even people start to envy with what you have. so, where's the line of successfulness?

when i'm entered university, there's so much in my mind. my future plan, etc,etc, etc~ and here i am,a graduate of university and still hoping for a better future. future~there's something blur about it. because you dont even know if the certificates that you're taken are utilize enough on the current market. so you just gamble yourself, taking any course that you like and see the market for the next 4 years.

but, i dont wan to lose hope. yes, i'm greedy and i still want to embrace the mountain, and i need hard work to ensure everything run smoothly. i'm proud for my friends that have been finding their own career path, and i know my time will come, soon InsyaAllah. never give up, hurm~ always have faith on Him...yup!! believe in myself, because nobody will enjoy the benefits except me.

"Dan sesiapa yang bertawakkal kepada Allah, nescaya Allah akan mencukupkannya (keperluan)"

AlQuran 65/03

first impression

ok,quit talking about serious staff,its not like i'm going to be be the next PM. Lets talk about real situation,that you always encounter in your life. i'm satisfied with myself, even though i'm not perfect. i'm not close enough to become 'pujaan malaya', i'm more towards invisible person. i'll admit i'm a shy person, which really100x have problem to build a new relationship. as an example, if i'm going a new place, it takes me an age to show my comfortable side to the other party. why am i like that? i also dont know~

so i'm always listening to complaints from my friend that i've use to become passive when they 1st know me. after that, ONLY i show my true self. ok fine, i'm also had listen to words like

"she's looks like an innocent girl at first, but never thought that she's more crazy than i am"

" i never thought she's the same league wth us"

bla,bla,bla~

and they've also complaining that i have a blur face everytime~even i've got people to ask me personally if i have any problem with them. those are my natural face!!! please, please and please understand my natural behavior,hahaha =p

Example?

so after all, do i care? definitely no.....even my sister always complaining about my frown face, but i need it to think deeply.haha, people will always talk, but if you always act with what people said, congratulations!! you are natural born actor! or you are celebrity,wow!! we cannot satisfied all people, just be yourself. listen to good complaints is good to make your life's better, but otherwise, just dont think too much....

i've also heard that i'm a cool person when i'm having a problem. no, i'm not a cool person. lots of times i'm crying when i'm facing difficulties. but we need to get up after that. mourning too long is not good for your health.when you have a problem, take time to mourn, find the route of the problem and get up on your feets. use your own power to take over the world. sometimes we need friend to share everything but dont make people feel burden with us!

time to look back~

"Sometimes the best way to convince someone that he is wrong is to let him have his way." –Red O’Donnell

today i'm learning something.even though its a small matter but its important to turn my life upside down.so the lesson of the day is.........

NEVER GOING TO THE INTERVIEW WITHOUT PREPARATION,HAHAHA~

ok sincerely, i do prepare for my interview today...but not as much as i should do.because normally when i'm going to the interviu, i need to go through HR people 1st,and they will ask basic questions. booooooooo~ u're wrong. becos today i'm having an interviu with my head department, and everything is technical!! i forgot to look back to my books,studies~sigh.it makes me laugh on the way back.


why i'm laughing? supposely i'm sad rite?because its my own fault to be blame wth if i dont get the job. but people needs to learn from lesson.... keep reminds myself that its not easy to get something.need to work hard. have another job interview next week.will to start my bookworm project a.s.a.p. 4 those who'll wait patiently to cilok my 1st salary, please be more patient...i'm working hard=)


sitting freely at home those past months makes me forget about everything!!!what dgree i'm taking?farming?=)

its been long time since i'm updating my blog~and its due to too much stress,the brain seems not working.sigh~just yesterday i'm having another inteviu, and i cannot say much whether i'll have a chance or not.basically, i'll try my best rite?is it luck that employ graduate people?not really rite?


but the bes thing i share with the interviewer was, he's saying about the problem Msia have rite now. govermen tends to create thousands of graduate in challenging subjects like biotech, biomedic,engineering,science etc but pooof~at the end of the graduation, they told u that our country doesnt have specialization on that industry and bla,bla,bla~u need to have xperience in order to enter it.so, the real situation is,if no one want to give us the specific xperience, who will?does me would end up in different industry?dont knowla

mybe its jus a problem for me,or for hundreds of graduate who still unemployed. there's really no connection between university alignment with what had been needed by the industry. something should be done, in order to ensure that wawasan 2020 will be fulfilled, and at the same time utilizing what Malaysian's have. even in the newspaper las week they said about too much doctor in training, what the? b4 this people are debating about shortage of dctor and now?too much? its either less or more rite?never accurate in both of them.....

but i strongly believe in faith..need to be strong. will be using this leisure time in order to fill up the knowledge that can be grab. the interviewer suggest me to cntinue with my master, but in oversea. becos he says that the market is more demanding there. its a good suggestion, if meets with good scholarships. will be working hard, dont want to lose hope.fghting!!!for the better future

p/s: to en omar and pn amidah, hopefully i'm not burden you,since it has been a long time that I had been unemployed=(

new beginning....

hurm,finally its my cnvo...eventhough i felt nothing on that day. jus a celebration,as a mark that we have complete our course. but fortunately my friends came,and brought along some flowers,so its kind of worth to come (ok,so i do think of several reasons to skip from that day=).unfortunately, i really have problem to find my classmates and frens after the ceremony so very little pic that i had taken with them.only with my parents and schoolmates.nevertheless, its very tiring!!

so as long as i know,i have complete my dgree, i have no longer bonded with shell and my convo had just over so what's next?work!work!work!!! still no lucks with that. ayah said to be patient,becos we never know about rezqi.everything is in God's hand. we try our hardest, and pray a lot for Him to guide us to the right path. mama said to just enjoy my long vacation,becos when i'll start working there will be no more free time. ayah told me to apply as a teacher~and my frens said to find work a.s.a.p~becos i'm always broken.my car always sick and....ah,the life of an unemployed~its tiring,but i bet its more fun than working rite?

ah~sighing....life is beautiful isnt it.so i'll just go on with it.its not i don wan to have a part time job be4 getting the real job but....mybe its the time for me to accompany my parents as long as i can.who knows which parts in Malaysia would i be working on?its more tiring when u know that your brother and sister working on multinational cmpany with big salary,fuh~pressure,pressure and pressure!!so jus go with the flow.even though smetimes i feel tired with the flow,but finding a job is part of my job rite now....its a full time job!!!to find a suitable job that i will love insyaAllah.pray for me a lot,insyaAllah...