masanya telah tiba?

pening~pening.rsa mcm nk pindah rumah!!padahal cuma menumpang berteduh kt rumah dr brahim.tp habis 1 almari dipunggah tak tau baju ape yg nak dibawa.... tomorrow will be a busy day!mahu settlekan everything before starting a new chapter. no feeeeeelings at all~utk ape yg bakal terjadi dan hampir-hampir terjadi (heh~). anyway sentiasa berdoa supaya Allah tetapkan hati saya,permudahkan perjalanan urusan saya dan kurniakan ketabahan untuk hari-hari yg mendatang. (kredit to en omar yang terus-menerus menghulurkan duit untuk anakandanya yang tak pernah nak mnyimpan duit scholar dolu-dolu, time2 camni menggelabah takde saving,hahaha).

anyway,yesterday was a fun day. gather with rakan-rakan susah senang saya. update gosip di tgh2 panas smbil mngusha2 pngantin. rasa mcm sekejap sgt masa berlalu.gmbar pengantinpn dpt snap 1 je,2pn blur.tp gsip diteruskan dkt kenduri pertunangan umi.Alhamdulillah, i've participated in umi's engagement! haha,ingat lagi dulu umi selalu berseloroh, eh klu tunang aku tak ajak, time kahwin aku ajakla. tp dia ajak,jd saya dtg mnyerbu!! seorg lg join the club~kelab tunang2 org,hahaha~

tapi,saya bahagia bila tgk kawan bahagia.insyaAllah klu dpt kad 2 akan sedaya upaya saya datang ke majlis. wlupn org akan bertanya turn saya bila,saya buat2 tak faham jela.wlupn kawan2 saya da start bincang2 pasal bdget kahwin 2011, saya buat2 tak dgr jela,hahahaha~life is fun if we know how to make fun of it.jd kepada pengantin2 baru dan bakal pengantin,congratulations!!!semoga bahagia dunia akhirat insyaAllah

dgn bakal puan umi~

depan rumah baru umi!!thanx 4 inviting~

Rahmat Ujian

Album : Layar Keinsafan
Munsyid : Mestica

Dalam derita ada bahagia
Dalam gembira mungkin terselit duka
Tak siapa tahu
Tak siapa pinta ujian bertamu

Bibir mudah mengucap sabar
Tapi hatilah yang remuk menderita
Insan memandang
Mempunyai berbagai tafsiran

Segala takdir
Terimalah dengan hati yang terbuka
Walau terseksa ada hikmahnya


Harus ada rasa bersyukur
Di setiap kali ujian menjelma
Itu jelasnya membuktikan
Allah mengasihimu setiap masa
Diuji tahap keimanan
Sedangkan ramai terbiar dilalaikan
Hanya yang terpilih sahaja
Antara berjuta mendapat rahmatNya

Allah rindu mendengarkan
Rintihanmu berpanjangan
Bersyukurlah dan tabahlah menghadapi


Segala takdir
Terimalah dengan hati yang terbuka
Walau terseksa ada hikmahnya


Allah rindu mendengarkan
Rintihanmu berpanjangan
Bersyukurlah dan tabahlah menghadapi
Segala ujian diberi
Maka bersyukurlah selalu

my wish~

1. i wish that i made a good decision when there are choices~

2. i wish i'm not a burden for my parents since i'm unemployed and unmarried (heh~)

3.i wish i'm strong enough to fulfill my ambition,i wish even though it takes years (or decades?)

4. i wish that when i'm being test by God, i will become more stronger, and decline to crying excessively without valid reason~should think wisely and bring myself closer towards Allah.

5. i wish,rather than blaming others about my failures, why didnt i sit for a minute and thinking about my fault?

6. i wish my friends will live happily ever after and bring success towards whatever they are doing right now. (dr mar, en ping,en tenk, datin mjid,toh puan jana,en sar,cik cha,puan sri lala and all of my wonderful friends~be strong!!)

7. i wish i can further my studies,if not now,maybe later?

8. i wish that i have a successful career build with what i had been chosen since my university year.

9. i wish i have a good companion, that can guide me and our future little soldiers,in this world and hereafter.

10. i wish he would look back at me,even only for once?

last but not least, i wish all of us practise Islam as our lifestyle, rather than admitting as Islam, but act otherwise....

reminder~

yesterday i'm reading an article in harakah written by tuan guru nik aziz.i'm not talking about politic,but since harakah have lots of slot about religion's perspectives, i'm enjoyed reading it. basically the article talks about politics, but what attract me most was the words that has been used by tuan guru. he said that

" Dlm Quran, Allah tak sebut wahai orang-orang Islam, tp Allah sebut wahai orang-orang yang beriman"

the sentence itself makes me think a lot. as we know Malaysia is an Islamic country. Every single Malay that i met is a Muslim (i dont know someone whom i never met~). So basically we can see that the teaching of Islam is not being fully practised here. even me myself, needs lots of improvement to become a better Muslim. If we believe in Rukun Islam, it doesnt make us complete. we need to accompany it with Rukun Iman. "Beriman dgn Allah s.w.t" adakah kita termasuk dalam golongan itu? adakah kita perasan atau pura-pura tidak tahu bahawa segala bentuk kemenangan yang dijanjikan Allah adalah untuk orang yg beriman, bukannya org Islam?
fikir-fikirkan~

Actually i'm not qualified enough to discuss it further but its more a reminder for myself. we pray five times a day, but there were several things that Allah forbid, but still we practise it leisurely. maybe it just me,maybe it just me...so as a servant of Him, let us prays every single day to live as as mu'min, and die as a mu'min insyaAllah...